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And Sadness Will Sear

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Shepard is chased by the wolves

Wolves who live by intolerance and hate

For what they couldnt understand

Blinded and vicious are the beasts

Needing and ripping at a beautiful human

Who did nothing more than be himself



Tied to the fence as they break you

And sadness will sear

Cold is the wind that will freeze you

And Sadness will sear



Scarecrow is left crucified

Left freezing, bleeding, tired of wondering why

The wolves just couldn't understand

It's the preachers and the teachers

Government's close-minded creatures

Trying to teach us to hate

That which is different



Tied to the fence as they break you

And sadness will sear

Cold is the wind that will freeze you

And Sadness will sear



It's 12:53 AM, October 12th

When the scarecrow died

A victim of society's cruelty



It's 12:53 AM, October 12th

When the shepherd died

The candle's light will alight your departure



Tied to the fence as they break you

And sadness will sear

Cold is the wind that will freeze you

And Sadness will sear



Tied to the fence as they break you

And sadness will sear

Cold is the wind that will freeze you

And Sadness will sear

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The story behind the above lyrics- Shortly after midnight on October 7, 1998, 21-year-old Shepard met McKinney and Henderson in a bar. According to McKinney, Shepard asked them for a ride home.Subsequently,Shepard was robbed, severely beaten,tied to a fence and left to die. For more details on this ludicrous hate crime: http://members.aol.com/arisiaart/Matt.html

Coma White

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There's something cold and blank behind her smile

She's standing on an overpass

In her miracle mile

(coma):

'cause You were from a perfect world

A world that threw me away today

Today, today to run away

A pill to make you numb

A pill to make you dumb

A pill to make you anybody else

But all the drugs in this world

Won't save her from herself

Her mouth was an empty cut

And she was waiting to fall

Just bleeding like a Polaroid that

Lost all her dolls

(coma):

You were from a perfect world

A world that threw me away today

Today, today to run away

A pill to make you numb

A pill to make you dumb

A pill to make you anybody else

But all the drugs in this world

Won't save her from herself

Autopsy Song

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Open wide, look inside [x2]

At my autopsy



I feel like

A woman

I feel like

I care

I feel like

I shouldn't

I feel like a child

Of despair

I feel like

It's over

I feel like it's coming

After me

I feel like

It's closer

I feel like this is all I'll ever be

I feel like

A failure

I feel like a hungry

Parasite

I feel like

A razor

I feel like a prayer

Lost in flight

I feel like

I'm hopeless



I'm afraid I'm a slave, I'm weak and average [x2]



I feel like

A hammer

I feel like

A nail

I feel like

I'm guilty

I feel like the wrist that it impales

I feel like

A butcher

I feel like

I'm being decieved

I feel like a beautiful loser

I feel like all you sheep

Are laughing at me



Open wide, look inside, at my autopsy

My autopsy



I feel like a complete waste of time

I feel I'm

Transparent

I feel like I can't

Escape my mind

Lose It

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Standing on the edge,

battle in my head,

I'm dying to know

I'm dying to know



If I take this leap,

to fail or succeed,

I'm dying to know

I'm dying to know



This is it I'm shaking.

My body's aching,

I lose my hold,

I will let go.

This is it, I'm falling.

My wings need to grow.

I lose my hold,

I will let go.



There's so many roads,

pitfalls filled with doubt.

I'm dying to know,

I'm dying to know.



Grabbing what I need,

Grip until it bleeds.

I'm dying to know,

I'm dying to know.



This is it, I'm shaking.

My body's aching,

I lose my hold,

I will let go.

This is it, I'm falling.

My wings need to grow.

I lose my hold,

I will let go.



(Bum, Bum, Bum, Bum, Bum, Bum, Bum, Bum, Bum, Bum, Bum, Bum, Bum, Bum, Bum, Bum, Bum, Bum, Bum)



If I,

If I take this, this leap,

will I be broken?

I'm dying to know



This is it, I'm shaking.

My body's aching,

I lose my hold,

I will let go.

I lose my hold,

this is it I'm falling.

I lose my hold,

my wings need to grow,

I lose my hold,

I will let go

I will let go.



I will let go!